Up thinking about baby names and her father 😔. Its Spring break for me and him. And he was off three…

Up thinking about baby names and her father 😔. Its Spring break for me and him. And he was off three days this week yesterday being one of them. He lives in Aiken i live pass the gyspy camp but he went to the movies today Smoked with his fam and her friends. And i asked how much do i have to spend just for sone of your time. He acted dumb founded. "huh" i used to be dumb enough and give him "gas money" just to come see me. but now that i no longer have a job he stops coming i get that were not together anymore. bc he said "i need time to find myself" spending time with me talking to our daughter will help my stress level etc. He will tell me "i still love you" "i do miss you" but seems like bc im his first all he wants is sex but now not even that. He just says "You stay to far out" but can ride with his "sister" to the columbia mall or be in Augusta Hell i dont stay far from North Augusta *sigh* im tired of crying and he thinks hes getting the very last name no idts. Now im feeling my babyGirl move around. im in love with her 🍼💕😍 but im trying to get out my feelings bc ik she feels what mommy feels 😢😔