I'm officially uploading my first YouTube video it's not very long about 38 seconds of my fetal movements . I think I'm going to continue to make videos to help other new moms.
I am not an actor
Clearly I am not an actor ???? my video for Graco is up. I'm really not that upbeat I swear lol

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
so I'm watching all these birth videos... looks like the baby slides out in like 2 minutes lol... Is it just the videos I'm watching?
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?