Contractions are back and strong and constant. Not ready to deliver my girls. They may weight 2lbs…

Contractions are back and strong and constant. Not ready to deliver my girls. They may weight 2lbs at the least 2 1/2 at the most. I'm just depressed. My dr already has a feeling I won't it thru April.

Today is my Dads birthday.

My 1st cousin birthday tomorrow,

My cousin birthday 4/20

My son birthday 4/21

My birthday 4/24

My cousin birthday 4/27.

I want to get thru April so many birthday this month already and I need my girls at least 4-5 lbs before they come. But I know it's when they ready they come :( . But why so early:(

Lauryn & Londyn Mommy not ready😢💔