Hopping on the bandwagon a little late here tonight, my pre pregnancy pic! I don't expect to be the…
Hopping on the bandwagon a little late here tonight, my pre pregnancy pic! I don't expect to be the same weight after pregnancy, and I don't know if I want to be. I look pretty good here, but I'm actually very sick. I struggled with anorexia and bulimia for a very long time and did horrible, horrible things to my body in order to get it like this and it still wasn't good enough. I got a lot smaller than this before pregnancy but I look so awful I don't want to post. Yes, I'm skinny, but you can see it in my hair, skin, and eyes that I'm dying. And I honestly think that if Isabelle hadn't come along to give me a reason to get better, I would be in the ground right now. 💕 She's my saving grace and my chance at a better life for myself.
Natalie·
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You're going to be even more beautiful after having your baby <3 don't worry about the past because your future is even brighter now. Don't let anyone tell you differently. I have people tell me all the time I'm ruining my life blah blah, but in reality I'm just starting it. I'm getting ready to do the things I love and enjoy with a little human, a little piece of me and someone I love so dearly. What's better than that??
emily·
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I struggled with anorexia back in high school. I wouldn't eat more than an apple per day, if that. And I STILL thought I was fat. So I understand what a horrible emotional roller coaster that can be. But you look great! And you will look great after baby too ☺️ this is a really pretty picture, looks like an album cover :)