Rant: im a mommy of two boys one is gunna be 7 and one is 10 minths old. Well their father decided…

Rant: im a mommy of two boys one is gunna be 7 and one is 10 minths old. Well their father decided to leave his family for someone else. Yes it hurts still but he has an obligation to his kids. Well my older one has cerebral palsey and is dependent on me for every thing. Well gis father got together with his bestfriends ex wife. They only arent together because the friend was deported.... Anyways since my youngest was 2 months old he hasnt really been around. I used to let their father take them every other weekend untill his gf started harrassing me and telling me to stop calling him and leave him alone. I told her we have kids and one is special needs. When i need to talk to him its because of our kids. Well she started with the private calls and taking his phone messaging me things like im a whore and my kids arent his and what not.... Well i was with him for 9 yrs . I since then told him i dont trust her and if he let her talk to me like that he was no better. Well i say my kids wont go to his place cause i dont know what she will do. Anyways he usually gives me 300 the first half of the month and 200 the last two weeks. Well now he said i wont get a penny till he gets them. And for me to stop being lazy and get a job. Well im sorry our son has appts and blood draws durning the week that no employer wants to hire someone thats not gunna be there. I worked for three months last year and missed so many of his appts that inwas afraid of having cps on my ass... Wish he would get ot throw his damn head that that money is for his kids.... So mad!!! Anyways rant over!!!!