March 5, 2016 was the best day of my life. The day my sweet baby girl Taylynn was born. So hard to…

March 5, 2016 was the best day of my life. The day my sweet baby girl Taylynn was born. So hard to believe she would be 1 month old today. I still remember seeing her for the first time and just instantly falling in love. Ive never known a love like that. Everything she did was so perfect to me. I loved when she would cry, it was the best sound I had ever heard. I didn't mind the poopy diapers, I loved changing them. I loved getting up in the middle of the night to feed her, it meant I could just snuggle with her even more. Everything I thought I wouldn't like about being a mom, I loved. She changed me so much.

March 19, 2016. The worst day of my entire life. At 11:59 pm the dr came in to listen for a heart beat as I was holding my princess for the first time in a week. I knew what she was going to say, I knew it was coming but I still couldn't believe it as she listened and then slowly backed away and said she was so sorry. My littler girl lost her fight and a piece of me died that night too. I miss my baby girl so much.