I just want all of you guys to know I make a complete ass of myself at times . Just two nights ago i…

I just want all of you guys to know I make a complete ass of myself at times . Just two nights ago i posted something about breaking up with my boyfriend & here I am texting him asking him for help . All the more reason why I feel I don't deserve him . But I gave 10 months of my life , just being his woman . Getting mad & not supporting our needs while suggested . I'm not perfect & I have my flaws . Of course he knows what I go through daily & trust me , it's a lot . But that man of mine can go two days without saying a word to me but if I call him & ask him for something , guess who goes to get it ! He does . & never complains . God I love him . & I make an ass out of myself arguing with him all the time because I'm stubborn . But he never once our entire relationship, said it was over . Not sure if it's hormones plus the stress of my situation or I really am a bitch 😂😂😂 he loves me tho & that's all that matters . 🙈❤️