4/5/14 will be permently sketched into my mind as the worst day ever. A friend/coworker of mine…

4/5/14 will be permently sketched into my mind as the worst day ever. A friend/coworker of mine killed himself. All I remember was going on Facebook and seeing people posting you shot yourself. It was the worst day ever! All I picture now is you saying something really stupidly funny about me getting pregnant and having a baby. You would probably make a joke about there being a mini me but also being really happy for me. We love and miss you so much Steven I wish you could meet my daughter you would definitely be the one to make her laugh all the time. #StayBeautiful