I would wait, just let it play out. You'll be ready when your ready Hun.

@l0tus, like my ex there isnt much that i didnt like. He was as perfect as a guy could get so it really makes it hard to find things he didnt do. @mah_mammi i dont think i am. Like i want to date but it sucks because i put so much time into everything else and i dont want it to go bad again. Ugh

Give it time Hun. Maybe you aren't ready just yet.

didn't do that you wanted**

i've been there. you honestly just have to search for someone completely different. like, think about all the stuff he did that you wanted and he never gave you then search for those qualities in the next guy