I feel so depressed and lonely when my man leaves it's only me here and he's going to reno Nevada…

I feel so depressed and lonely when my man leaves it's only me here and he's going to reno Nevada for a week supposedly but I know he will be gone longer, I have to worry about him gone and I also have to worry about if sometime I will have to go to jail for my past D.u i's before I got pregnant I still owe 1500 and my payment of 150$ is due every 10th of the Month I'm not supposed to be driving but when my husband was at work the other day I took the car and went to the store and of course my stupid ass got a ticket for speeding and unlicensed driver sense my license is suspended now I have to pay $900 ticket before may 23rd. I have no income only my man does I'm so ignorant man I never think !! idk what to do I always fuck shit up and he always has to pay for it :( my son will be here may 1st I don't want to have to go to jail for a year or more :"( fuck I don't know what to do I'm so sad