I have this really awesome friendship that's a guy. he's my best friend and we call each other Twin…

I have this really awesome friendship that's a guy. he's my best friend and we call each other Twin because we share the same birthday. what's weird is how I really wish he was mines but I know that will never happen. he has his relationship and I have mine. .and no we've never had sex or anything but I swear I love this guy. .. seems like ppl always seem to want what they can't have lol oh well. ..carry on just thought I'd get that off my chest