i got two graduations coming up next month also my birthday but i feel i shouldnt go even though…

i got two graduations coming up next month also my birthday but i feel i shouldnt go even though both of these gradutions are for me cause ill be getting my degree

i dont work n i dont want to ask nobody for nothing n now i feel stupid that i dont have a job i dont k ow why i listen to my mom n man

feeling sad 😔