I've seen so many post about the SO bein hateful or someone bein in a bad spot and i truly feel for…

I've seen so many post about the SO bein hateful or someone bein in a bad spot and i truly feel for those goon thru it. little background on me....at 19 i had been with my now ex for about 3 years and ended up pregnant with twins. when he found out he said to get an abortion and i didnt listen. as time passed by he got more and more abusive and i was too scared to leave his sorry as. at about 4 months pregnant he had hit the point he became physically abusive and outta it i lost my babies and shortly after left him (something i should have done from the beginning). i started having unexplainable medical problems and also go in the relation with who I'm now married to (20 years old at this point). i ended up having scar tissue, cysts, and a mass in my uterus and on both ovaries. i was told it was cancerous, i wouldn't be able to have kids, and best thing would be to have surgery to have everything removed. right after that i found i was pregnant with a single that didn't last long due to those problems. about 6 months after all that news i found out bout the child I'm carrying now and that everything had went away on its own without a trace or explanation on how this was even possible (now 22 years old). this man I'm now married to and the baby ill meet in June truly in every meaning saved my life. he pulled me from a very dark place filled with dread, depression, and horrible thoughts and showed me what it was for someone to actually care and love someone else. this child has saved me by giving me purpose in life and somehow makin the cancer and cysts go away without treatment. yet neither realize just how much appreciation and love i have for them or how much they mean to me....so please if you are at a dark time, abusive relationship (physically, mentally, emotionally, or verbally), or feel lost or scared do not be afraid to reach out for someone to listen or for help. I'm always able to talk if anyone needs to vent and will not judge. no one deserves to be treated any way but the best and shouldn't accept any less.