So I had a miscarriage sadly about almost three weeks ago. Yesterday me and my fiancée started…

So I had a miscarriage sadly about almost three weeks ago. Yesterday me and my fiancée started talking and he has surprised me completely. At first he was saying that having a baby is too soon and doesn't go with his plan. After a while he really wanted it but we lost our little peanut. He has confessed to me that he would love to start trying in maybe the next 8 months, since it should be time for us to find an apt and live together. Now I'm at a point where I'm still very sad and depressed and sexually don't want to be touched. I'm not opposed to trying but I said if we are gonna try then we should be living together. I love this man but I don't know when I'll be ready if this year or next year or when. Luckily he is patient enough to wait for me