I just want to have this baby so I can do things by myself 😡 my boyfriend helps me with everything, I'm grateful! But…

I just want to have this baby so I can do things by myself 😡 my boyfriend helps me with everything, I'm grateful! But when it comes to things like laundry (which I can't do myself bc I'll fall down the stairs) I have to wait for him to need it. He has double the clothes as me. I only have like 3 pairs of pants that fit and everything else is dirty. I legit have nothing! And he chooses to put the clothes in the wash RIGHT BEFORE leaving for work. He was supposed to ask his mom to bring the clothes down stairs. He never did. I'm not even sure if he washes ANY of my clothes but what ever clothes he did wash has been sitting in the washer for 6 hours. I understand he helps me a lot already but this is important and I've been asking for atleast 2 weeks 😡😡😡 I just can't believe it!