Science!

My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?

Starting TWW. Anyone else?

I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

Paternity leave

How much time did your S/O take off of work when you had a baby? Luckily I live in California so we have 6 weeks paid paternity leave (55%), but my S/O is getting s*** at work for taking 4 weeks. It's honestly infuriating that people are asking why he needs so much time off and "he's not going to be taking care of the baby the whole time". Umm it's called BONDING LEAVE. It's such bull s*** how people expect dad's to take way less time off as if it's not their kid too. Dad's d...

So last night we all went to bed healthy and happy. This morning I woke up to my baby non responsive and passed away this afternoon. I fell asleep breastfeeding. Which ive done a million times. Ladies. I know how tiring you get. I cannot stress this enough. Dont sleep with your babies!!! Kache maddox espey. I love you more than life. You were loved. My first boy my love.

Well I miscarried...gonna take time off work & clear my mind...