I hate when my father puts me down. Or brings up my weight. Before I got pregnant I had and eating…

I hate when my father puts me down. Or brings up my weight. Before I got pregnant I had and eating disorder which I used to legit starve myself. Now I'm eating because it's for my son. I didn't think I was that big for how many weeks I am. But now I just feel horrible. I'm already insecure about my self from the beginning. And my sons father left me when I got pregnant so I have legit no support only from my mom. But idk sorry for the rant everyone