specialist just left and it looks like I'm stuck here until I have her unless I make some drastic…

specialist just left and it looks like I'm stuck here until I have her unless I make some drastic changes. trying to talk my bf into leaving lake Charles and going back to work but he won't leave.. his job is fine they said as long as he needs to stay gone he can... my family is the best cause they will be helping us bill wise if it comes down to that but it shouldn't because we managed to save a lot of money in the last year.. may not get to be a stay at home mom the whole year I planned but we're taking everything one day at a time.