so i need opinions i just had my 3rd baby and in about 3-4 years is like to have my final hopefully…

so i need opinions

i just had my 3rd baby

and in about 3-4 years is like to have my final hopefully a girl

only problem is this last pregnancy me and my SO agreed that i would get a tubal

well now I'm having second thoughts

my post partum visit to schedule the tubal is in 2 weeks and honestly i dont want it cuz i know i want one more but hubby is adamant that he is done having kids

idk how to tell him my mind has changed cuz i know he'll flip

only reason he will is because of the options for protection

2 out of 3 kids were born control babies (my oldest concieved on depo, my daughter on mirena)

and literally every other bc option has given me the worst allergic reactions requiring hospitalization at times and i have a latex allergy lol

my body hates contraceptives of any kind lol

so if i dont get a tubal we're dancing on a tight rope cuz im super fertile (I've be pregnant almost twice every year, 2 times with twins, since 2009) don't worry all with one person lol

so idk what to do

i dont want another right now but i know i dont want the baby making stage over just yet only on hold

how to i express this to my husband