I woke up today at 10:45 got ready to go to my moms for dinner/lunch and then came back and went to…

I woke up today at 10:45 got ready to go to my moms for dinner/lunch and then came back and went to take a nap (I fell asleep no later then 4) and woke up at 5:30-5:45ish and come downstairs to get some left overs from my moms. I sit down and have been sitting down for I shit you not THREE minutes and already listened to my grandma literally yell at me because of HER SON. Then she bitches and wonders why I'm literally in my room 24/7 except when I go to doctors appointments and even then I come down when my mom texts she's here go straight out the door come back and go straight to my room. I get dinner when she is either sleeping at night or taking a nap during the day to avoid arguments and she STILL finds a reason to yell at me. Not to mention my uncle is here (he literally just walked through the door) and now when I go to my room I'm gonna listen to them talking shit because that's how they entertain their lives. I have literally never felt so damn miserable before in my life. I know its only easter and to me its not that big of a holiday but its still a holiday and for her to start arguing on a holiday is seriously fucked up. I really wish I was in my own apartment but things got delayed until at least tomorrow maybe later. I can't handle this right now. So much stress lately and I have done EVERYTHING to try and avoid it. I only came downstairs now because I want to go sit outside with David but he went to the pop machine really fast and I don't like my neighbors so I won't go out by myself. #SoEmotional. #IStillWantChocolate