I'm on a ttc journey for a few months with my husband I'm currently 3 days late and want to test but…

I'm on a ttc journey for a few months with my husband I'm currently 3 days late and want to test but I can't get one til Wednesday I've had irregular periods for a few cycles and I have symptoms now and my 1 year old is now clingy and won't let me leave her side and wants to sleep in the bed with us alot lately.... I need to talk to others in the same boat if possible.