so my daughters grandmother asked if she could have my daughter over for a few days & I was okay with it because I'm still healing from labor & Cuz I won't keep my daughter from her family , but when I went outside to give my daughter the last kiss I saw her dad carrying her already.. I wanted to cry but good thing I managed to stay strong.. I didn't even kiss my daughter goodbye 😔 I miss her already I only had her for 2-3 days here with me since I went into labor & I kept panicking with her getting close to her baby sister.. life is hard as a single parent and being able to see the person who you thought you'll spend the rest of your life with.. I honestly don't know what to do with my life..