I hate how I'm not even remotely a priority to my family or friends. My best friend from high school…

I hate how I'm not even remotely a priority to my family or friends. My best friend from high school is putting together a Baby Shower for me next Monday, the 4th. So far the only people for sure coming at all are her, my step-mother and my little sister who just lost her job. No one from my SO's family or friends. Not even my roommate. Most of my friends haven't even responded at all.