I should have listened to my mom and just bought more condoms. or waited until I got married. don't get me wrong I love…

I should have listened to my mom and just bought more condoms. or waited until I got married. don't get me wrong I love my babies even though I lost one but their father is making me wish we never even got back together. fuck love. he told me he hates me. and even though I know he's saying that cause he doesn't want to talk anymore it still hurts. why do men get to do and say what they want but can't take their own freaking medicine. they act so fucking hurt. I can't even really mourn the loss of my child because I have to stay positive and healthy for my other one. and where does he get off asking me what my mom does with her money?! that's nice of your business!