Left my baby with my grandpa for 2 hours tonight so I could have a night out with my cousin & friend. went to pick him up & my grandpa said he had 3 long melt downs. when I went to get him, he was quietly sobbing. it broke my heart. ever since we got home he's been laying on me awake silently. I don't know how I'm gonna go back to school next month.. my anxiety was so high being away from him & I know he missed his mommy. 😔💔