Long update:
yesterday I went from having very high BP to having highish BP the hospital monitored me yesterday but in the end let me go home and have me on moderate bed rest, in that process my doctor came and spoke with me and told me what we were told was a hole in Jaxen's little heart has healed up but was quickly followed by bad news that his intestines are swollen and he has spots on his liver... today I'm headed into a high risk doc and they are going to be running more tests and doing a sono for 2/3 hours to see exactly what will happen once he is born... I'm just so nervous I want him to stay in forever until he is healthy and they don't have any bad news for me. I also elected to have another c - section but I'm having a lot of anxiety over the VBAC. here's hoping to going the full 5 weeks I have left!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
please pray for my little boy...
I went to go get an ultrasound today at 35w2d and I heard some pretty bad news. I was told my baby is too small weighing in at 4lbs 9oz. And I was also told that he has a heart defect. They couldn't give me any details about the defect so they're sending me to Johns Hopkins Thursday and I'm going to start having twice weekly NSTs. He mentioned hydroplastic but the other tech disagreed and said its something else. Idk what to expect... Please keep us in your pra...

OT. our baby girl! :) I was induced yesterday morning due to high bp at 38 weeks & 2 days.
Feeling awful. Received a call from the screening midwife where she gave me a bad news : I tested as high risk for that Quadruple test. I'm so lost and shattered. After 3 miscarriages, now that I am 15 weeks pregnant, I'm told by baby is going to be affected with Down Syndrome? I can't believe it. I'm very sad! 😭😭😭
Creeped out!
A new guy at work just tickled the back of my neck! I cringed and told him "Don't ever touch me, that weirds me out!" On Monday he pulled my braid as I was grabbing parts for him, I also told him don't ever do that. Ugh. I don't feel comfortable working with him EVER! A coworker told me that when she walked past he said "what's cooking good looking". I feel he doesn't deserve to work here. I can't feel like I'm going to be harassed at work. Like who does that?? I'm so creeped ou...