It's 4am and I'm wide awake and just over thinking everything possible and feeling really sorry for…

It's 4am and I'm wide awake and just over thinking everything possible and feeling really sorry for myself. 😅 I can't have a baby?! This is insane!! I'm gonna get induced on April 1st, and then I have to get surgery on the 5th. My husband is deployed so I have to do it all alone. My husband won't even be home until July. I know it's not his fault. But I can't help being angry about it anyway 😭💔 I'm tired of having to be strong. #armywife