So after hours, im finally done with my first appt. not done actually, not even close. The dr tried…

So after hours, im finally done with my first appt. not done actually, not even close. The dr tried to do a pap smear and a vaginal ultrasound but that was not working. i was in tears cuz i was in so much pain and i was scared to death. after trying multiple times he told me it was ok. and basically diagnosed me with vaginismus. 😯 he couldnt do an abdominal ultrasound because he said theyre machines wouldnt be able to pick up my baby this early on. he referred me to a high risk dr that he said would be able to do everything abdominal. he also said that i wouldnt be able to push the baby out so id have to have a c-section 😣😣😣. anyone go through anything similar? im so nervous and scared for my baby. 😢