I'm now 34wks +2days pregnant and I'm just feeling like I'm not getting no help getting nothing down…

I'm now 34wks +2days pregnant and I'm just feeling like I'm not getting no help getting nothing down for my baby girl shoot smh that's why I don't put much hope in anyone's help especially with this family frfr it makes me upset but I am happy to have a good friend who's willing to help me get everything ready for my baby shower instead of just seating on there behinds and they knowing ding will that April 3rd is near smh boy I tell u my mom makes me upset and it really don't make since at all how she makes a date but then wants plan the baby shower but says she don't like to shop or don't want to go shopping this crape is nuts in this house and I really don't want this around my child a grandmother who has always been distant away from her adopted children and drives ppl up the wall chin but if this was a party for her I tell u she would be on this stuff like white on rice this is why I feel like I need to just stop doing for ppl and just keep going and don't look back I'm excited and I'm going to be a single mommy and sometimes I do get sad and start feeling down b/c I feel like I'm doing this alone but sometimes a woman got to do what a woman gotta do for her baby. And i am already to do this no matter what b/c I have seen worse and I have been and lived through hell so I'm all prepared and to be happy for once in my life and I am I am about to bring a beautiful baby girl soon into this world and I'm so happy that I had this lil bundle of joy doing what ever she wants in the womb for almost nine months and I can't wait and really anxious to meet my lil bundle of joy awww I wise my grandma could be here!