I feel totally drained today! wish I could stay home all day... it's a busy one. 😣😣😣

I will be 41 :/

I cant stop playing 😣😣
Not only has he not responded, now I have to sit here worrying if something happened 😣😒
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Do I ask for painkillers now or is it too early? Starting to become more and more painful 😣😐