Last night was probably the best night I've had with my Bd in a long time like we joked around ,…

Last night was probably the best night I've had with my Bd in a long time like we joked around , talked, watched Netflix , and just chilled. Shit like that make me miss sleeping and waking up to him BUT I still wouldn't set myself up to be fucked over again by him the bad out weighs the good and I would love to be with him so my baby could have 2 loving parents he could see together but it's not worth the stress and unhappiness he got what he wanted I just want to co parent until he comes to me and say I'm ready to change and a real I'm sorry I just can't do it