I am so tired of being so stressed out, I hate doing this to my baby.. My husband and cousin took…

I am so tired of being so stressed out, I hate doing this to my baby.. My husband and cousin took off without tell me. I have no phone that I can call or text on. She left her sisters here for me to watch. What the hell am I suppose to do if there is an emergency? And they arent reading my facebook messages. I just want to scream.