I'm pretty happy things are going so well this week, mostly, I'm starting my new job tomorrow (YAY!) AND I found out my little bean is a girl (MORE YAY!) I can't get over saying that lol :)
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
My blood pressure is high I'm getting induced ladies ahh yay!!! 😊🎉🎉🎉🙈👏🏻


20 weeks today !! Yay to halfway !! I feel like scarlette is starting to really grow and poke out more now !! I'm excited about that ! This is a big difference than my 19 week belly pic !!
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

This is NOT happening !!!!!!! I swear I had given up! But I'm 5 days late and I just got my BFP ???