update- my Dr did another membrane sweep just longer and harder this time. I'm between a 2 and 3 (been a 2 for at least 4wks). he didn't even think I'd make it to 38wk but this child of mine is stubborn. so if she's jot here by Thursday I go in for an induction. he's going to give me cervidil which is inserted like a tampon and he recommends it for first time moms. I'm kinda scared though. I didn't want to have to be induced and I've heard it makes things drag out and more painful
okay yeah I know every one is different so I know Iight react differently but it's still scary to me just everything I know and have been told.