Short Luteal Phase?

I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

I've been having contractions all day and haven't had much movement from baby since the accident. My back is seriously killing me and I feel really light headed. Going to L&D to be safe.

So idk if I’m an asshole for thinking this but a girl I used to go to school with is having her 3rd kid and she’s planning a baby shower and she had one with her other two. I feel like a baby shower is something you do with ur first pregnancy. I live far from my family so I didn’t have one but i did have a baby registry and I’m not even doing that with this pregnancy. Idk I just feel like 3 baby showers is a lot! Especially when she gets things handed to her. Idk maybe I’m an ass for thinking that

I'm in labor

Guys, I've been in labor I guess since 9pm Sunday. .that I know.

So this happened today. My daughter is going to be a big sister!

Def a suprise (tho I had a suspicion since I had horrible heartburn since last tue). Decided to take a test today since my period was due yesterday tho it's not uncommon for me to be up to a week late.

Havnt told hubby yet but he is going to freak since were having some financial issues currently (mainly from him being off due to surgery but will be going back to work here soon)

Looks like a May baby. Excited and nervous 🙈