This is my 5th pregnancy. my last child was born 7 years ago so it's been a while. I am 18 weeks 1…

This is my 5th pregnancy. my last child was born 7 years ago so it's been a while. I am 18 weeks 1 day and I can tell myself everything is fine with baby. ,I have a bump , no complications, but this time I'm a little bigger starting out so I have not felt my baby move and not too many flutters. I have a home dopple and hear the heart beat. I can tell myself to chill out but I can overcome this disappointed feeling of not being able to lay down and feel my baby move. I know other people have way worse problems then me not feeling my baby move so I try not to rant but I didn't sleep and my feelings are real this morning. hormones sucks when they make you cry lol. ok hope everyone has a better day today. maybe a nap will do the trick