need to vent a little...some don't understand the situation my little family is in and when i start…

need to vent a little...some don't understand the situation my little family is in and when i start to shut down people think i over react or am crazy. however when you live with someone who doesn't clean, lets their dogs pee where ever and don't clean it up, had been known for hoarding stuff for years, and someone else who is a felon and kids can't be on the property it gets stressful. this is the only place i have right now. can't set up anything for babygirl or even keep stuff for her here. we have about 3 months to find a place to call home. extremely tight on money and no options right now to go anywhere. always being asked for money we don't have because both other people are addicted to either alcohol or other substances or gambling. I'm lost and feel like i have already failed my daughter because of the situation at hand at this time. don't have anyone to talk to that understands...the few i do have to talk to end up saying I'm harsh and over reacting. but i cant help but feel hopeless as time passes and at times feel that my daughter would be better off adopted into a better home/life. i know I'm not the best either due to bi-polar, anger issues, high anxiety, seizure disorder, and few other things. but at least i am trying to make myself better and the situation change for the better. just seems like any time i get to take a step in the right direction i get knocked back onto my ass a country mile back. not sure how much more fight i have to keep going. I've had to fight since i was little and am honestly just sick of it completely. it seems like nothing is going to give anytime soon and it terrifies me to think of the future. just feel like a complete let down 😢 completely lost at what to do anymore