It's been almost 3 weeks since I've had my baby girl and I must say I enjoy being her mommy but I do miss her little kicks!😦😩😣😢 it's hard taking care of her since my baby daddy is barely helping and I feel like a single mom but wouldn't trade it for the world!!
Since I've gotten pregnant my fur baby has been by my side. Is that normal. It's like she won't let me out of her sight.
I hate my generation sometimes ? Today was my nieces baby shower, which went great. She got so much which amazing since she's been working 2 jobs trying to save up for the unpaid leave she'll have to take from work. Anyways I was talking to one of the ladies there since my son and her daughter were playing together. I asked her what her daughters name was, she said it was Layla. I told her that's a really pretty name and asked her if she was a Clapton fan and if she was named after the song. This girl had no idea who Eric Clapton is. ? ♀ One of the most iconic songs, and she had no idea. I hate my generation. ?
It's been 3 months since my baby gained her wings. I don't even know how I have managed to carry on without for so long, I'm completely broken.
My beautiful little girl went to be with God, her baby sister, and her uncle yesterday morning! I wish so badly that she was still here with me. She was my best friend and my rock. My beautiful sweet baby! My heart went with her! I will never stop missing you my beAutiful Hannah Nicole! Moms always trust your gut feeling and NEVER believe a doctor when they try to change your mind. My baby would still be here with me if the doctors just listened. She went to have a pik line put in which is like a simple IV but bigger. It involves anesthesia to be put in. Well I been begging the doctors to let her see a lung specialist for a week now! They kept saying no it's not her lungs it's her heart! Well they knew she was sick with a cold...I told them I felt it was more than that....they didn't listen and when they sedated her for the procedure they couldn't ventilate her lungs because she had phnemonia!!!!! And since they could only get one ventilated and not the other she's gone!!!! All because they did not listen to me!!!! Y'all she was perfectly fine before she went back!!! The killed her!!!!! And I feel like maybe I should have fought harder!!!!!!!!!! I knew it yalllll!!!!!!!!! I told them!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
