Why did i have to tear!! I want to wash down there so bad

Just keep rinsing with water, it will heal. :)

when I was healing I would fill the tub with a little warm water and sit on a folded towel, it helped a lot.

How bad was it to tear? I'm so scared lol

@emkasting, a first degree tear only 3 stitches but when your doctor or midwive tells you to stop pushing listen to them cause they are trying to keep you from tearing

Thanks for the advice! Definitely needed

@emkasting, you're welcome