I just feel depressed lately.. don't get me wrong I am so grateful that God blessed me with this…

I just feel depressed lately..

don't get me wrong I am so grateful that God blessed me with this baby..

but at the same time I'm 18 just moved out of my parents house and with my husband.. and having my husband invite me to a party with his friends is great and all, but I hate that I have to just sit there and watch everyone else around me have fun..

I feel like I'm having to grow up a lot faster than I wanted..😔

I love this baby so much already, but I miss having fun and doing what I want.. and I feel like it makes me selfish😔😔