Okay so to follow up with my last post from about two weeks ago.... I've been having a tough time dealing with things. so I finally spoke up to my doctor and I got put on some meds. it's been a little over a week and I can already start to tell a difference. I talk about it and joke about it in order to learn to get thru it. I deeply encourage all of you to speak up and talk to someone if there is anything going on. I know from experience that it's not best to keep it to yourself. if you feel you don't have anyone you've got me. reach out to me and I'll be here.