So scared to call my old job back & ask if they would take me back ... They really didn't want me to…

So scared to call my old job back & ask if they would take me back ... They really didn't want me to leave but I had better opportunities. But now that that's over , & I need a job . I've applied to a million places & got zero interviews . This is my only option . My bf might be mad but idc .... I need the money . I won't be able to depend on him or anyone else much longer . It's getting frustrating.