Ugh. I hate waiting. ): boyfriend will be here late Friday night to see me, and then some time that…

Ugh. I hate waiting. ): boyfriend will be here late Friday night to see me, and then some time that weekend he's telling his cousin I'm pregnant. After that, we're announcing it to everyone. Then making plans for me and my daughter to move in with him. None of it seems real. My first dr appt is a week from today. I can't do anything right now. ): and I hate waiting.