This is the bittersweet part of my first pregnancy. At 30 weeks and I'm on the fence of wanting her…

This is the bittersweet part of my first pregnancy. At 30 weeks and I'm on the fence of wanting her to stay in my tummy forever so i can feel her little kicks and rolls and know that she is always protected by mommy but then again i can't wait to hold her and kiss her little chubby cheeks and look into her beautiful eyes and teach her the whole world. Once she's here i won't ever want her to grow up. That's when i get teary eyed thinking about it lol I hope its in God's plan for my husband and i to have more babies so she can be a big sister and i can experience this again. I just love the feeling of a baby moving around in my tummy that i can take with me everywhere i go.