I know this may sound bad on my part but, sometimes I feel like my sisters are jealous of me, I put pictures on Facebook of all the wonderful thing's I have for my baby an I update my statuses daily hoping they will say something about how excited they are to be aunt's an I know they see it, they don't even like it or anything... my baby shower is this Sunday an all they say is, can't buy you anything an can't make it when I've done so much for them an they're kid's, they get mad because I have nice thing's for my baby an won't let the. borrow or use it... 😫 This really upsets me
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
To sit and be helpless and watch my baby have a episode in my arms and I can't do nothing it kills me my eyes all watery. Why don't it just stop like my baby is so tiny and all I can do is hold him and pray over him...
So would it be considered desperate to put my baby registry on here? his family doesnt like me and wont even talk to me and my family really isnt even close at all. only ppl i have is my mom and little sis who is 13 and i dont want all the stress on my mom but my husband and i literally have 3 outfits 2 blankets and thats all... idk what else to do and i feel like a complete failure because i feel ill have nothing for my baby cause i cant even afford a carseat or diapers or anything he needs.....
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!