I am really emotional right now. I know a lot of moms go through this but I just am so upset. We…

I am really emotional right now. I know a lot of moms go through this but I just am so upset. We planned this pregnancy but lately when I look at my twins, I just fall more in love with them. They are such beautiful, funny, smart girls and I just don't know how I will love someone as much as I do them. Also, I am just so sad to think I won't have time with just my girls anymore. I don't wanna take anything away from them or for them to not get attention from their mommy. And I will miss my times with just them. I know people say "once they are born you will love them just as much" but it isn't just something I can tell myself that and get over... I also have always wanted a son but now that I will have one come July, I am terrified. My family is all girls and I just feel like I won't know what to do with a boy. ugh 😭😭😭😭😭