I spent all day packing and prepping food for on the go for a trip I don't even want to go on. that…

I spent all day packing and prepping food for on the go for a trip I don't even want to go on. that he volunteered us for without talking to me. for him to come home and leave me chasing our toddler around while getting everything in the van so he could go jerk off in the damn shower instead of contributing to the trip that we are going on because of him! I'm done he can finish the rest of this shit by himself!!! be ready to leave in 30 min my ass he better hurry his ass up cuz im sitting on my ass until everything is ready.