Being having some depressed moments for the last few days. My stress levels are rising and bs is still going on at home and with nuggets father. And plus I'm trying to get the money to move back to Texas. I have no support what do ever with this pregnancy and I can't always count on another that I'm with to takecare of another man's baby. I'm trying to find another way out but it's a dead end.
I'm afraid I'm unable to have children.. My boyfriend and I are trying, I just have a terrible gut instinct. :(
Will I get another ultrasound before she is born ? I'm 31 weeks .. I have only had 2 ultrasounds 😔
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
To all BBers...
I just wanted to let you all know I am thankful that you guys look out for one another, always give your opinion, and try to make people feel better when they are feeling down...you women are amazing...have a blessed night/day...☺️
I Have Too Peeeeee Soooooooooo Bad. But I'm Trying To Hold It For My Doctor Appt in 12Mins. Fuck My Life. 😞😒😦😩