So I'm having a gender party and the dr wrote the sex of the baby on a piece of paper that I didn't even look at yet... So my mom, big sister and friends are hounding me to look at the paper and tell them what it is lol it's so cute. I told them they had to wait until the party which is like a month from now and they say I'm torturing them!!! It's so cute to me how their acting I can't wait until we find out together!!!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Racial nickname
I sometimes call my lo monkey. To me he looks like a little monkey. My so says it's racist and offensive. What do you think?

Is this a line??? Could this be my rainbow? Oh my goodness, I'm crying right now. AF isn't due until Friday so it's super faint. ☺️
I wanna buy stuff for baby :( but it's so early and I wanna buy cute stuff nowww. maybe I can look for cute gender neutral stuff cause I'm getting impatient.

I finally was able to get ahold of some of my old pictures of me and my fiancé, it's still so freaking hard to even look at them I miss him so much