I'm so angry at my fiance I want to scream but I'm not even making a sound. 😡😡😡 I know I'm probably…

I'm so angry at my fiance I want to scream but I'm not even making a sound.

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I know I'm probably being petty but I'm so mad.

I deal with the baby all day. I feed hold change dress bathe cuddle play and put to sleep this baby. I wake up at night with this baby. I feel like a single mom. Plus I'm trying to make 80$ cover all our bills. I'm doing online surveys for extra money. I'm selling my things online. I'm doing work on the new house, I'll be there by myself tomorrow from 9 am to 9 pm painting and hanging drywall. And it's the only break I'll get from the baby in over 2 months, and it's just more wotk. plus I start job training next week.

I've been doing all this because my fiance has been working. well he only work 25 hours a week. I'm sick of this.

Today I was feeding the baby puffs and I had a mini cheesecake up on my bed that my mother in law had brought for me yesterday. Well I was gonna eat the cheesecake but the baby flipped out because she's teething and in pain so I'm holding and cuddling her. Then my father in law calls me upstairs because he needed help for a few minutes putting together some shelf.

Well I go back downstairs and the entire bah of baby puffs is torn and empty and my cheesecake is gone! I was so angry. The dog ate them all. It's petty but I was really angry. My MIL had brought it to me because I've been really down and it really made my day but I wasn't hungry yesterday but today I took it out and was really excited but had to be a mother first and I assumed I'd be OK to put it down but the dog is a jerk. Mind you that's the second bag of puffs she's eaten in 72 hours too. I can't even leave food on the counter she jumps up and takes it. So am I just not supposed to eat?

Then hubby gets home and I'm mad so I'm telling him what happened a day he just interrupts me and in a snotty voice goes oh well I bet you left her alone with it didn't you? like it's my fuckin fault. The dog was upstairs I didn't know she was gonna sneak down and take it and run back up. Am I supposed to babysit that fuckin dog 24/7 now too? I'm so fuckin tired of doing all this myself.

And then to make it all worse he gets mad because he feels like I was blaming him for what the dog did. He didn't even register that he was being rude to me.